Jakkal (jakkal) wrote,

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Man, I see so many of these Johari and Nohari's posted in people's journals, and then I realize, "Damn, I don't really know any of these people well enough to decide". I guess that proves when a lot of people said I'm aloof or distant. Go figure they're all right.

If I didn't have to pick 5 or 6 I'd be set. For a couple of you, I could only think of one bad thing, so I just kind of selected the ones that all had the same general definition or theme. For others, I didn't take it at all, I had no idea what to put either way.

I'm so out of the loop. I've done a really good job in the past few years of pushing away really good friends, shoving some others, and potential good friends. And trust me, I don't want to be a cranky bitch all the time, it's just that's the way life is headed for me apparently. I can't pull myself out of this rut. I think I have high blood pressure now too, which runs in the family, something I've never had to worry about until now, a little over a year from the big Three Oh.

I need to find my apathy again, I think I lost it :P

In other news, I'm thinking about getting a rant journal, because I *don't* want this journal to turn into a big, nasty mudpuddle of oozing drama. But I need a soapbox anyway. Suggestions on names for rant journal? Or should I make a rant community?

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