If I didn't have to pick 5 or 6 I'd be set. For a couple of you, I could only think of one bad thing, so I just kind of selected the ones that all had the same general definition or theme. For others, I didn't take it at all, I had no idea what to put either way.
I'm so out of the loop. I've done a really good job in the past few years of pushing away really good friends, shoving some others, and potential good friends. And trust me, I don't want to be a cranky bitch all the time, it's just that's the way life is headed for me apparently. I can't pull myself out of this rut. I think I have high blood pressure now too, which runs in the family, something I've never had to worry about until now, a little over a year from the big Three Oh.
I need to find my apathy again, I think I lost it :P
In other news, I'm thinking about getting a rant journal, because I *don't* want this journal to turn into a big, nasty mudpuddle of oozing drama. But I need a soapbox anyway. Suggestions on names for rant journal? Or should I make a rant community?